Mostly the lyrics that get stuck in my head, but sometimes a random blog, or original lyrics I'd like to turn into a song if I were more motivated/talented.
I’m a little bit drunk, a little tired, and completely mentally drained. If you are the type of person to get annoyed by self deprecating dumb shit that has NO meaning to your life and what you care about. STOP READING NOW! That was your warning, so I better not here any bitching.
So here’s the thing. I’m lonely. Not lonely like I miss home (even though I do). Not lonely like I have no one to talk to (*living with three roommates who have tons of time to talk*). Not even lonely like depressed or anything. I’m just missing a companion.
I’ve been filling the whole with random shit on the internet that can make me laugh. Stupid gifs and clever clips. Recycled jokes that I haven’t heard in forever. But more and more I’ve become desensitized - something funny barely draws out a smile. I really want more.
I met you four days ago. You weren’t one of the girls I’ve obsessed over. You weren’t perfect for me. I definitely wasn’t expecting much. However, somewhere in the midst of the massive amounts of underwhelming events, you got it right. We got it right. A cup of coffee, and an hour and a half of talking. Discussions deeper than any I’ve had in far too long, and more real than my waking life.
I thought it would be damn cool to have a queen sized bed. To be able to roll around with no limits, and still be comfortable? Who wouldn’t want to be apart of that action. But when I jump in bed at night, the only things there for me are the countless threads stitched together, pulled up over my head… and I want more. It’s enough to keep me heated, but not enough to keep me warm.
I honestly had so much more to say when I started writing this. Alcohol is a bitch for getting me to post this on the internet, but awesome for stopping me from saying more.
